hello dearest love...it's been a while... (gjgeekx) wrote,
hello dearest love...it's been a while...

soon, i'll be leaving evansville. i haven't told much of anyone. i plan on making a trip to muncie, just to solidify a friendship that i messed up. when i leave this place, i'll be alone. i won't have the trappings of social norms and obligations to make me feel like i'm losing my certain uniqueness. i'll end up somewhere on the western half of the us. i have a friend who's given me a place to stay.

i just hope i don't cower out of it this time. that's always been my issue. i had a place to stay in bloomington, too, but i cowered out and by extension i lost someone i loved in the process.

i'm tired of this shit. this will be the last time i complain on this website.

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    i have a ton of growing up to do. i've always known that. however, it's just not sunk in until now.

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